Chin up, young Kev. The future will be brighter tomorrow. Just remember that even complete strangers are concerned about you, and that's got to make you feel a little better.
Ya, hopefully your eyes did not suffer any permanent damage. They can heal themselves up naturally, but it usually takes a while. I knew someone who looked into spotlight (or something like that) and he was looking at a big black spot for a long while before it started to fade away and get normal again.
I'm sorry to hear about the resultant problems! Hopefully with time your health improves - best wishes to you!
I finally have a set of medications that are working. Before I was living between drugged stupor and constant pain. I stopped all meds for two days to get a grasp of the pain situation. I tailored my medication to the pain, and now I have managed pain and mental acuity. My eyesight is still fucked. Progress none the less.
That's good. You should possibly see a specialist for eyes, to determine if it may be with your eyes. In this situation, it can't hurt to go through a list of options.
Kevin, you've got the right attitude for this. I'm confident that a strong and positive attitude aids in the healing process, so I'm sure you're doing all you can. Wishing you the best of luck in your recovery.